9/3/14

Nobody to blame but myself. I am putting myself in these situations even though I know he's not right for me, he keeps pulling me back and playing with my heart. I don't know how i'm supposed to continue this rotation i'm going crazy at the moment. fuck you B for putting yourself in this situation then complaining about a guy degrading you, he's doing it because he knows you're nothing but a little bitch that can easily give in. I need a proper game plan because i can't do this anymore and i cant be here. i'm suffocating, i need to leave this room, i need to leave this city, i need to leave everything. i can't. i'm really trying, but i can't. i want to die or disappear right now. there's no way about it, i need an escape, fuck this bullshit.