It really makes me happy seeing Ab and H getting closer and having them thank me for that. we went over to surprise him and had fun listening to music and dancing. I wish I was that close with a friend here, but I'm still grateful for the friends I have around me these days. Fx2 are too sweet and funny and that's all that matters.
L texted me when I just got there about Al, I told her that she doesn't need to be sending messages because it's not her job and I know she feels awkward, I think it's a bad idea for us to talk, we are not friend material. Sure it would be perfect if we could bond over the upcoming concert we were supposed to go to and just be pals, but that's just a load of bull. us talking means I go through another emotional cycle.
focus. positives of today, B.
Finished season 3 of drag race, laid in bed with my roommate, had a laugh with the professors, danced in the car. You have positive things going on through your day, dream on this positivity, and nothing else.
Deep breath. Either forget about the hate, or face it. I think it's best if I try and forget it for now. Breathe.
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