I had far sleep over so she'd make sure i wake up and shower. we went for breakfast and ran into old doggies on the street, it really did cheer me up. but here i am about to go to bed, and all i did when i went home is stay in bed and marathon a show. fuck me.
A few people have asked me about my "plans" for this friday. zero. i even attempted to make plans then didn't know who to invite, which made me anxious, which made me cancel the stupid idea.
I hope I attend tomorrow. Too bad that guy isn't coming in till Wednesday so I'd have someone to boost my ego, but i should keep in mind that the other doctor was pretty nice and hilarious and the nurse was adorable.
stay positive. you're doing great being single. start fucking studying.
Atleast I got my flag back on the wall, maybe I'll hang my clothes tomorrow aswell.
Oh, and taking a trip soon, if this all works out.
I just remembered something when i was supposed to sleep, i don't know if my friend was being drunk or sincere, but he was drunk the other day and said if he wasn't friends with Al, he'd totally date me and how attractive i am, then kissed me on the cheek. I didn't think of anything about it at the time, i was only thinking he was drunk and we totally forgot about it the next day, most likely because he was very drunk. I wonder if it ever was on his mind. but what was also fucked up, is that he said it's obvious and everyone can see that he has a major crush on his bestfriend, even though i disagreed and it doesn't even matter anymore, especially that i discussed it with her, but i guess i'm not the only person that feels that they do overstep the friendship boundary and he even said the exact sentence my therapist said "they're in a relationship without the sex" then he went on about why Al always tries to prove himself about me whenever she's around and whatnot. such a fucked up group, such a fucked up energy. Toxic.
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