Another day spent in bed. another day with no studying. how am i going to pass?
I can't believe i'm turning 23 feeling like this.
Isn't it funny how one guy managed to fuck over so many girls? This isn't me victimising myself. I'm just thinking objectively of his past relationships and how they all screw up in school when they date him, maybe they were just depressed. And then he manages to pull through each time, because why should he care? So interesting how people chase you down, just to bring you down.
Edit:
12:58AM
That was a low blow. if me being honest and letting a friend know that they're messing up, causes them to shun me and not even bother to say goodbye to me when they leave, then i guess i've made another mistake with distinguishing real friends from party friends.
I can't believe she ignored me all this time and walked right past me when i wanted to give her a goodbye hug.
That's another person I've lost from my life, i suppose. And the list keeps going on, I'm afraid. Ab hasn't tried speaking to me since that day. I'm not sure if i like half of the people that are left in this circle, that's too broken to be a circle at this point anyway.
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