havent written in a long time, which is understandable since exams are soon. but ofcourse the one day i do write, it's about him. I'm too fucking angry, I feel like stabbing, I don't wanna see his face again, so i don't smash it.
and then he says that i'm getting him angry, as if he has the fucking right.
just so fucking hurtful and selfish. I've been so loving and needy as always, why can't i learn to be normal and not attach nor get affected by this bullshit.
The worst part is that my depression is acting up since i havent had any pills for a few days, and now they gave me 2 packets in one go, and I've been obsessing about it all day.
I need this year to fucking end
dont stop writing
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