Sunday, November 10, 2013

Princess syndrome

I miss being happy, it's been another weekend where there's bursts of happiness here and there, but i'm just not happy.

maybe it is princess syndrome, but i deserve to be accepted into a circle and not feel like an outsider, i did go out with them last week and everything was fine at first. it hurts me that my happiness is not important and that you're not willing to make it work. yes, you do say that you love me, but love is action, you seem so cold when you look at me, your responses are so cold, so i don't believe you when you say you want to work this out. you want us to just get past this and pretend like nothing happened, but I don't function this way. You're already choosing, even though you say you don't want to. you're already favouring.

it's been 3 days and i'm still not over what you said and how you reacted, i would've assumed that we're adults, and adults don't just hate on each other for no reason.

you find it easy to just avoid a situation and laugh it off, and to be frank that's no appealing to me.

This whole situation is changing my views towards you, it's making me think less of you as a man, as i really did expect you to make sure this works out, because you should be able to sit them down and tell them how this is important to you.

If i were important to you, we'd be ok.

I've been through this before, and it's never an option for friends to act this way, and i've seen people make sure that does not occur, so i expected the same from you, i guess i was wrong.

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